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Gallade likes Gardevoir. Gardevoir likes Gallade. Gardevoir stops liking Gallade.
Gallade becomes really sad. Aipom starts liking Gardevoir. Gardevoir starts liking
Aipom. Gallade leaves for Kanto and comes back. Gardevoir goes back to home
in Hoenn. Gardevoir comes back. Gallade starts liking Gardevoir. Gallade is stupid.
Gallade thinks Milotic is hot. Gallade wants to meet neopets to stop liking Gardevoir.
Girafarig tells Gallade to stay with Gardevoir. Gallade says yesno because he cannot
 decide. Gallade is now confused like Psyduck.

Oh God. Help me get rid of this feeling. It’s coming back. Get it out of me before
I start another big mess. It’ll go crazy. Everyone will go crazy. I mean it.

That song “You Belong with Me” got stuck in my head. It’s been up there for
3 days. And to make it worse, I know MOST of the lyrics and now I’m like a
retard singing a Taylor Swift song with that ugly voice of mine cracking. I even
attempted to make a boy version of it, stuffing some jealousy here in there, some
life threatening experiences, etc. It’s weird how you remake a song in your own
version that really suits your life. Well, I hate that. It makes me think about things.
Past, present, future. What did I wrong? Am I doing it right? Will I do it right? Etc. Etc.
There are too many questions in my mind that needs answering. But there’s this one
question that always comes up. “Do I like her?” That “her” doesn’t need naming.
Maybe a few of you know have an idea who. OR NOT. But yeah. All I just want to
happen is to vomit everything out to someone and get a probability of 0.99 that all
my problems go well. That includes getting E’s NOT M’s in exams, passing English
meaning getting at least M and her liking me back – which is quite impossible really.
She’s too busy with someone. But ... that but is a secret. So Nah. :D not saying.

I need another bashing of Wendell with words session again. He really helps.

my titles are weird. AHA. inside thing ... -_-

wow. im writing a blog. how awesome.

bleh. i feel stupid and weak. coz exams are coming up. ive been stressing
myself lately because of graphics and english ... and how i wont get to watch
the ABs til september and how i dont have any txts left. then this stupid RE
asessment comes up. why the fuck does martin luther have to make a fuss
about those stupid indulgences? now we have to study what he did and shiz.
GREAT. -_- ...

life's been tough lately. this week was a sad week. you see kendall being all
emo about something. then the next. david. then leo. leo being all quiet and sad
and emo isnt leo. what's up with him anyways? i haven't had a proper talk with
him in 3294083450 years. and i always get this feeling its always my fault. bleh ...
why cant the world be happy???

is being "hairy" a good thing? well. hair could keep you warm. and hair is cool.
it can make you look good. you can shampoo it everyday and have something to
play with every english period. but it could giv you those icky icky dandruff and lice.
and and, give you a huge problem when you're stache is dark and you go to a
school that starts with "sancta" and ends with "maria". it's stupid hw you get nervous
with your parents about these things. i wish i'm never shy with my parents. well,
i've farted on their faces once. but when it comes to things like "girlfriends" and puberty, 
my shyness kicks in. I dont know why. but it really really annoys me. I hate it!
 
to top it all of. someone just cant keep their mouth shut. -_- ...
people dont need to know certain things. they can just live WITHOUT that idea.
or whatever it is. but this made me realize that lying could be a good thing.
SOMETIMES ... now i dont know what to do. should i just go and let it all out,
or just keep it low, keep it quiet?

bleh. this week will give me a major headache over the weekend.

1.) do graphics homework ...DONE. :D 
2.) egg all the pokemons i need in pearl.
3.) buy a me to you bear so i could stop thinking about it too much.
4.) stop thinking about th series of unfortunate events in V for Vendetta.
5.) get my calf muscles soo big so my socks wont fall off.
6.) try and wax a part of my leg.
7.) find a speedo store in new zealand so i could get new togs.
8.) watch transformers 2 and harry potter 6.
9.) do my chores.
10.) get my RC to level 27.
11.) ace geo challenge so i would stop being all pissy about it.
12.) watch the tri nations on the last saturday and NOT MISS IT.
13.) complain how liam messam got dropped.
14.) get my fight night person sooo pro that it could smash manny "FOB" pacquiao.
15.) finish my to do list. and check my bag for schoooool on monday. :) 
               REMEMBER: IT'S DAY 6 ... i think? 

I'd take you under the stars, and we'll try to count
'em so I could tell you how much I love you ...